This was going to be a blog about personal resilience. A blog where I was proud of myself for surviving a series of unfortunate events unscathed.  Two weeks ago, it went a little like this:

Sitting in the Bairnsdale offices of East Gippsland Shire Council, my local wine store owners and cafe owner together phoned to see where I was. At face value that says something about me but they delivered the news that my apartment had been evacuated and shut down due to a burst water pipe so their concern was genuine.

In the middle of a bushfire ravaged area, with the threat of landslides from the torrential rain, and Melbourne having been scarred by hail stones the size of golf balls, I wondered aloud what the damage would be.

Four hours away and helpless, I shrugged. At least I still had a house and a roof over my head, was my pragmatic thought. Others had nothing but smoke, just kilometres away from where I was.

Returning to Melbourne and emptying out the damaged bedroom into one of two other rooms in the apartment in total and dealing with insurers (mine and the building), assessors (mine and the building), trades (mine and – you get the idea….), I shrugged again, provided feedback when one of them bled all over my white doona, more feedback when the single building contractor’s work wasn’t quite what it said on the box, when the fire alarm went off continuously for two days….again, you get the idea…

Fleeing my own chaos and the bloody coloured, rusty dust that arrived on the car, streets and balcony in a Melbourne rain from the Mallee, and back to the hurting East Gippsland, I intended to stay longer and spend money in Lakes Entrance and surrounds, a practical support in areas crying out for it.

Instead, a day later, I was asked to go interstate to work in media support. Arriving at the destination airport, my computer crashed and burned with all my files inaccessible and my only device charger left behind.

I was tired, emotional and a bit fed up with my own personal mess with a desperate internal need to panic.

Instead I shrugged. I watched with awe the happiness of beautiful fireworks that night, I called Geeks To U, had a coffee, leaned on some wonderfully competent and helpful people, took a deep breath and smiled. No worries.

Two weeks later, I read this again – with a smile, knowing that I was fine, I was fine, I was fine. And then I wasn’t.  It’s still a blog about personal resilience, but it’s also about real life. Shortly after, I had a big whinge, a big sleep and a little “I’m tired cry” or two.  And that’s okay.

Life can be a series of inconveniences. Sometimes that can happen all at once. It can also be a series of opportunities. Sometimes they also happen all at once.

I’m still sleeping in my dusty, damaged, bare-floored bedroom, having bought a new computer, rescued my files and thanked the people who held me up.

Lots to appreciate, but there’s also lots to be realistic about. Even in the chaos, life is only going in one direction. Despite the photo, it’s not backwards. Accept it, work with it. Charge on.


Gippsland as a whole has had its fair share of rough trots. That’s a flippant way to say this is an area where communities have suffered and rallied, and suffered, and rallied.

I spent a lot of time supporting the communication and engagement effort in Morwell in 2014 and 2015 with the Hazelwood Mine Fire and subsequent inquiry.

A few years before that I was in Goongerah with the Fire Services Commissioner and agency chiefs responding to grave community concern after a fire response.

So East Gippsland has had fire before; has it ever not? It’s a known threat, as it is across many other communities In Victoria.

Driving through missing streets, patchy blackened trees, walking beaches with trails of broken and burned leaves and bark, it’s easy to argue this is familiar territory.

But hundreds of lost houses later, trapped tourists and townspeople, never ending smoke and the deaths of livestock, wildlife, and most importantly human lives, it’s confronting.

East Gippsland Shire Council is at the forefront. It’s been here before too. Business as usual is arguably non-existent as the Council supports its scattered communities.

The Municipal Association of Victoria (MAV) has resource sharing agreements in place with Councils in need. And East Gippsland Shire Council is. The amount of resources from other councils across Victoria bounding in to pick up roles, support communities and the council officers tired on their feet after weeks of fire is gratifying.  I’m one of them. Brimbank City Council, a substantial metro council, put up its hand to help.

I can’t presume to know the communities; I can only hear and imagine what they’re going through. It’s a privilege to be able to provide a little support, a little relief to the ones who do know the communities. As a communications practitioner with emergency management experience, it’s a comfort to share knowledge and skills that may help either a council or a community.

These things are messy; early on they always are in my experience. Some communities in recovery, some still under threat. And we’re in high summer, having missed the most important part of summer for tourism and revenue raising which sustains some of the townships through the colder months.

We know this is a marathon, not a sprint, and that while the altruistic enthusiasm is strong in the early days, just like the impulse to donate and have that money spent immediately, the hard days are ahead.

The Council, and these communities have suffered though fire, and will rally again. But this is big and it is long, and it will hurt, and the way out of this firestorm must be led by them.

When the fire is out, the response services have moved on out, and Council and recovery agencies are working with communities trying to move through what’s required at different paces, that’s when we need to be there.

All of us.   I’ve already asked my friends who wants to visit and we’re in the process of planning.

It won’t be now. It will be when the heat cools just like the enthusiasm to help.

I’ll eat just as much good food, drink just as much wine and explore just as much as I can then.

And I intend to still appreciate the long journey these communities have ahead.